So my computer is damaged and I'm now on my dad's laptop.
So yeterday I was at my friend's house with the three girls that know
my secret. One of them, the one that thinks that being gay and gay
acts are disgusting doesn't know the whole thing. So she asked if
I've ever kissed a boy, everything went quiet. The twins know I have.
She doesn't. So she started harrasing me. Who is it? Do I know him?
I didn't wanted to tell her 'cause I'm afraid she will judge me or be more
disgused and reject me. So I just didn't say a thing. She moved on but I know
she still wants to know. And know it's been revolving in my head of wether to
tell her or not, and I decided not to. I trust her, but I feel it won't be the same
if I tell her.

On the other side I'm going to Disneyland on this Holy Week so I was planning
on inviting them. Don't know if it'll work, so I d.on't wanna jinx it. In school, I'm tring to make
an effort to get really good grades 'cause I want a scholarship so I can study
abroad (USA). I'm also trying to lose weight so I look hotter, but it's really hard. I'm not that fat but I hate my thighs.

I moved on on the guy I used to really really like, it wasn't easy. I liked him for over 2 and a half years, finally I succeded :)

There's this other gay guy at my class. I know he's gay by the way he acts. It's almost obvious. He's so annoying...